Friday, March 25, 2011

Creative Compassion!

"It is finished" John19:30

"In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth." That's what it says. "God created the heavens and the earth." It doesn't say, "God made the heavens and the earth." Nor does it say that he "xeroxed" the heavens and the earth." Or "built" or "developed" or "mass-produced." No, the word is "created."

And that one word says a lot. Creating is something far different than constructing. The difference is pretty obvious. Constructing something engages only the hands while creating engages the heart and the soul.

You've probably noticed this in your own life. Think about something you've created. A painting perhaps. Or a song. Those lines of poetry you never showed to anyone. Or even the doghouse in the backyard.

How do you feel toward that creation? Good? I hope so. Proud? Even protective? You should. Part of you lives in that project. When you create something you are putting yourself into it. It's far greater than an ordinary assignment or task; it's an expression of you!

Now, imagine God's creativity. Of all we don't know about the creation, there is one thing we do know - he did it with a smile. He must've had a blast. Painting the stripes on the zebra, hanging the stars in the sky, putting the gold in the sunset. What creativity! Stretching the neck of the giraffe, putting the flutter in the mockingbird's wings, planting the giggle in the hyena.

What a time he had. Like a whistling carpentar in his workshop, he loved every bit of it. He poured himself into the work. So intent was his creativity that he took a day off at the end of the week just to rest.

And then, as a finale to a brilliant performance, he made man. With his typical creative flair, he began with a useless mound of dirt and ended up with an invaluable species called a human. A human who had the unique honor to bear the stamp, "In His Image."

At this point in the story one would be tempted to jump and clap. "Bravo!" "Encore!" "Unmatchable!" "Beautiful!"

But the applause would be premature. The Divine Artist has yet to unveil his greatest creation.

As the story unfolds, a devil of a snake feeds man a line and an apple, and gullible Adam swallows them both. This one act of rebellion sets in motion a dramatic and erratic courtship between God and man. Though the characters and scenes change, the scenario repeats itself endlessly. God, still the compassionate Creator, woos his creation. Man, the creation, alternately reaches out in repentance and runs in rebellion.

It is within this simple script that God's creativity flourishes. If you thought he was imaginative with the sea and the stars, just wait until you read what he does to get his creation to listen to him!

For example:
A ninety-year old woman gets pregnant
Another woman turns to salt
A flood blankets the earth.
A bush burns (but doesn't burn up!)
The Red Sea splits in two.
The walls of Jericho fall.
The sky rains fire.
A donkey talks.

You talk about special effects! But these acts, be they ever ingenious, still couldn't compare with what was to come.

Nearing the climax of the story, God motivated by love and directed by divinity, surprised everyone. He became a man. In an untouchable mystery, he disguised himself as a carpenter and lived in a dusty Judean village. Determined to prove his love for his creation, he walked incognito through his own world. His calloused hands touched wounds and his compassionate tongue touched hearts. He became one of us.

Have you ever seen such determination? Have you ever witnessed such a desire to communicate? If one thing didn't work he'd try another. If one approach failed, he'd try a new one. His mind never stopped. "In the past God spoke . . . at many times and in various ways." writes the author of Hebrews, "but in these days he has spoken to us by his Son."

But as beautiful as this act of incarnation was, it was not the zenith. Like a master painter God reserved his masterpiece until the end. All the earlier acts of love had been leading to this one. The angels hushed and the heavens paused to witness the finale. God unveils the canvas and the ultimate act of creative compassion is revealed.

God on a cross.

The Creator being sacrificed for the creation. God convincing man once and for all that forgiveness still follows failure.

I wonder if, while on the cross, the Creator allowed his thoughts to wander back to the beginning. One wonders if he allowed the myriad of faces and acts to parade his memory. Did he reminisce about the creation of the sky and sea? Did he relive the conversations with Abraham and Moses? Did he remember the plagues and the promises, the wilderness and the wanderings? We don't know.

We do know, however, what he said.

"It is finished."

The mission was finished. All that the master painter needed to do was done and was done in splendor. His creation could now come home.

"It is finished!" he cried.

And the great Creator went home.

(He's not resting, though. Word has it that his tireless hands are preparing a city so glorious that even the angels get goosebumps upon seeing it. Considering what he has done so far, this is one creation I plan to see.)

Max Lucado

Thursday, March 24, 2011

Words that Wound

Since we are working our way up to Easter I thought I would post some of my favorite entries out of an amazing book by Max Lucado, "No Wonder They Call Him The Savior, Chronicles of the Cross". I LOVE this book and some of the entries make the tears flow freely and others are just simply uplifting and encouraging. If you do not have this book it is a must for every household. I am meaning to read it every spring and reflect on Christ's sacrifice for us. There are so many entries that I love but the first one that really spoke to me was "Words that Wound". Here it is:

"Father, forgive them" Luke 23:34

The dialogue that Friday morning was bitter.

From the onlookers, "Come down from the cross if you are the Son of God!"

From the religious leaders, "He saved others but he can't save himself."

From the soldiers, "If you are the king of the Jews, save yourself."

Bitter words. Acidic with sarcasm. Hateful. Irreverent. Wasn't it enough that he was being crucified? Wasn't it enough that he was being shamed as a criminal? Were the nails insufficient? Was the crown of thorns too soft? Had the flogging been too short?

For some, apprently so.

Peter, a writer not normally given to using many descriptive verbs, says that the passers-by "hurled" insults at the crucified Christ. They didn't just yell or speak or scream. They "hurled" verbal stones. They had every intention of hurting and bruising. "We've broken the body, now let's break the spirit!" So they strung their bows with self-righteousness and launched stinging arrows of pure poison.

Of all the scenes around the cross, this one angers me the most. What kind of people, I ask myself, would mock a dying man? Who would be so base as to pour the salt of scorn upon open wounds? How low and perverted to sneer at once who is laced with pain. Who would make fun of a person who is seated in an electric chair? Or who would point and laugh at a criminal who has a hangman's noose around his neck?

You can be sure that Satan and his demons were the cause of such filth.

And then the criminal on cross number two throws his punch.

"Aren't you the Christ? Save yourself and us!"

The words thrown that day were meant to wound. And there is nothing more painful than words meant to hurt. That's why James called the tongue a fire. Its burns are every bit as destructive and disastrous as those of a blowtorch.

But I'm not telling you anything new. No doubt you've had your share of words that wound. You've felt the sting of a well-aimed gibe. Maybe you're still feeling it. Someone you love or respect slams you to the floor with a slur or slip of the tongue. And there you lie, wounded and bleeding. Perhaps the words were intended to hurt you, perhaps not; but that doesn't matter. The wound is deep. The injuries are internal. Broken heart, wounded pride, bruised feelings.

Or maybe your wound is old. Though the arrow extracted long ago, the arrowhead is still lodged . . . hidden under your skin. The old pain flares unpredictably and decisively, reminding you of harsh words yet unforgiven.

If you have suffered or are suffering because of someone else's words, you'll be glad to know that there is a balm for this laceration. Meditate on these words from 1 Peter 2:23

When they hurled their insults at him, he
did not retaliate; when he suffered, he
made no threats. Instead, he entrusted
himself to him who judges justly.

Did you see what Jesus did not do? He did not retaliate. He did not bite back. He did not say, "I'll get you!" "Come on up here and say that to my face!" "Just wait until after the resurrection, buddy!" No, these statements were not found on Christ's lips.

Did you see what Jesus did do? He "entrusted himself to him who judges justly." Or said more simply, he left the judging to God. He did not take on the task of seeking revenge. He demanded no apology. He hired no bounty hunters and sent out no posse. He, to the astounding contrary, spoke on their defense. "Father, forgive them; for they do not know what they are doing?"

Yes, the dialogue that Friday morning was bitter. The verbal stones were meant to sting. How Jesus, with a body wracked with pain, eyes blinded by his own blood, and lungs yearning for air, could speak on behalf of some heartless thugs is beyond my comprehension. Never, never have I seen such love. If ever a person deserved a shot at revenge, Jesus did. But he didn't take it. Instead he died for them. How could he do it? I don't know. But I do know that all of a sudden my wounds seem very painless. My grudges and hard feelings are suddenly childish.

Sometimes I wonder if we don't see Christ's love as much in the people he tolerated as in the pain he endured.

Amazing Grace!!!





Thursday, March 17, 2011

Ireland!!

IRELAND - I'd dreamed of going there and when I was 19 I went and I LOVED it!! I went with my college choir and we had previously toured England and Wales and took a ferry over to Ireland. I wanted to stay - I wanted to live there - I want to go back!

My friend Jodie and I stayed with a family in Larne, Ireland. They had two children Jennifer and Garreth who we gave a lot of attention to - they were fun and enjoyed listening to the way we talked. We enjoyed listening to them as well. The family took us around to see the sights and we were able to experience the culture of Ireland first hand. It was amazing!!

So - in celebration of the Irish holiday Saint Patrick's Day I share with you a few of the photos of the places we visited on our adventure:

Disclaimer (no, I did not take the photos below! But we did visit each of these places, either with the choir or with our host family!) I have the photos that I actually took in a scrapbook that I did not want to dismember for a blog post - sorry!


The Giant's Causeway (pretty incredible!)
view from one of the bluffs by the Giant's Causeway - we hiked around a lot of the bluffs and the most amazing thing about them was the tufts of grass because they were bouncy - it was fun!


View of the countryside in Northern Ireland
Another countryside view - so stinkin pretty!

Carrickfergus Castle 

Old lighthouse outside BallyGally Castle hotel


A neighborhood similar to the one we stayed in with the host family.
We were taking a Sunday afternoon walk with our host family and they took us off the beaten path into this little part of the forest where we saw this: - it was incredible!!
On our way into Belfast we saw the cranes that built the Titanic!
We took an afternoon and shopped in downtown Belfast!
I am anxious to return someday and visit more of this beautiful country.
Happy St. Patrick's Day

Monday, March 14, 2011

Random confessions, thoughts, musings . . . .

Once when I was little I cut my 4th toe off while riding my bike barefoot - I got it caught on an old rusty mailbox. No worries - the doctors - even in the 80s were able to sew it right back on. However, from time to time when I'm really cold I can't feel it and it hurts. Weird!


I like peanut butter on my pancakes and on my waffles


I hate the fact that I don't enjoy cleaning - except vaccuming!

I get frustrated sometimes when my kids act their age!


I am paranoid that my kids will end up getting childhood cancer or other serious illnesses. And I am more paranoid that they will get Autism or other brain related damage due to immunizations so we have chosen not to immunize. I'm fortunate enough to have a lovingly heavenly father who has entrusted this parenting right to us and feel completely at peace with our decisions - still - there are those times!!


I love St. Patrick's Day and I really don't know why. I have never tried Irish Ale, don't like the color orange or gold, don't enjoy little men with orange beards BUT I HAVE been to Ireland and I LOVED every minute of it and talk about going back all the time. I LOVE the color green and I LOVE rainbows and legends. Maybe that's why!! don't quite know!


I would eat cereal for any meal of the day including snacks. Maybe I will one day - I declare National Cereal Day to be March 15th! I'm totally doing it~!


I have thought about heaven a lot lately since my grandparents have passed and have actually become accustomed to the idea that we are mortal and getting closer to our death a little more each day. That thought used to scare me - but now - it's beginning to be a comforting thought. I don't belong here anyways - I'll do my bit and leave for home. No need to fear it! And I'm beginning to accept that and be a little excited for it.


I would love to spend an hour in a room full of all different sizes of bouncy balls.


My favorite actors are Danny Kay, Christian Bale, Dick Van Dyke, Michael Cane, Sam Elliott, Don Knotts, Mel Gibson, Morgan Freeman, Liam Neeson, Johnny Depp, Denzel Washington


Nicholas Cage and John Travolta are no good at acting


Jane Eyre is the best love story of all time. Pride and Prejudice comes in as a close second.


Roald Dahl and Dr. Seuss are my favorite children's authors


I really want to learn how to play the bagpipes!


I LOVE the elderly! I can see them as who they've been and they see me as who I can become and their encouraging words, wise insight and warnings are a treasure for future generations.


I think I want to write a book.


I'm also thinking about diving into the world of my ancestry and see what I can dig up.


Sometimes my love for my kids runs so deep I think I'm going to burst at the seams.


I recently discovered the art of crochet and I LOVE it!


cinnamon, nutmeg, garlic powder and onion salt are my most used spices in my cooking. Not all in the same recipe though - bleh!


I'm beginning to like coffee with just a little half & half instead of creamer. I'm getting older - it's a sure sign!


I really want to live on some land and have chickens, pigs, sheep and horses (no cows - I'm afraid of being kicked!)


Sometimes I buy Addison gifts that I would have wanted when I was a kid - or things that I want her to have so that I can play with them. A bit selfish on my part? yep I think so!

I am a people watcher and could be completely entertained sitting on a park bench for an entire day in New York City doing nothing but watching people. And drinking coffee of course!

Settlers of Catan has got to be one of the greatest games ever invented

I really want to put a colored stripe in my hair someday - like maybe green or purple. But I'm 32 and that would be kind of weird.

I dream of reading a good book, under an apple tree and having my feet float in a quiet stream with no bugs or interruptions. Only in heaven I suppose :)

I love huckleberries! And huckleberry milkshakes are the best thing EVER!!!

My son LOVES mushrooms!!!

I often have feelings of inadequacy - as a wife, mother, teacher, daughter, sister, and friend. I think it's a special demon called "inadequacy" that rides on the shoulders of all women and screams in her ear way too often. I wonder if the next time I feel that feeling if I said, "be gone from me Satan in the name of Jesus" if that feeling would disappear. I'm totally trying it next time. - - - - - - - - - - - - -  it worked :)

My daughter dresses better than me - and I'm o.k. with that!

I bought my 2 year old son boxer briefs and they are the cutest thing in the world.

I may start my day listening to praise music (on my way to school), move into alphabet songs and the hokey pokey (at school), then into some instrumental classics (during workshop time or after school), followed by some swing records (while cooking dinner), then into some Aerosmith or Michael Jackson (for cleaning), and then some movie soundtracks (for falling asleep).

I'm not one for talking on the phone for too long!

That's it - this post has been brewing for awhile now! Just randomness and thoughts that I may want to look back on one day and laugh or remember. In a few days I'll probably start another randomness one to post at a later date. Randomness is always a work in progress! :)

Thursday, March 3, 2011

32 years of life!!

Wow - I can't believe that I am 32 years old. Where did the time go? I look back on my memories as a child and at times they seem so vivid but so far away, like it was another life. I've had a good life, it's had it's moments of trials but they are seemingly small in comparison to many people's stories. I've been lucky!!

So - that leaves me pondering the question what will this year be like for me? My thirty-second year of life. Will I beat the same drum, maybe venture out and try something new, meet a new person, get involved with something I never thought I would - and enjoy it? Who knows? God does and I trust him and so I enter into this next year with anticipation to see how God is going to work in my life and I look forward to it!!

On a sad note, today marks the only birthday I've ever had that I have not received a phone call from my grandma early in the morning wishing me a happy birthday. These past two months without my grams and gramps have been littered with moments of tears. I miss them oh so much!!

A list of 32 reasons I grateful for these years:

1 - My gracious heavenly father
2 - The promise of heaven - which has become more of a reality since two of my most favorite people entered into those gates not long ago.
3 - My wonderful husband and best friend
4 - My two beautiful blessings - Addison and Rhett
5 - My amazing parents
6 - My little sis and best friend (and her rock star of a husband of course)
7 - My grandparents who have been amazing examples in my life
8 - My inlaws
9 - My fantastic friends (Janna, Kristen, Bekah, Stephanie, KayLynn, Jeni, Katie, Shawna, etc . . . . .)
10 - my co-workers
11 - my job as a teacher
12 - my students (past and present)
13 - Time at the cabin
14 - family game time
15 - grandma's apple crisp (which I swear will be at the banqueting table in heaven cuz - it's pretty heavenly)
16 - books, books and more books
17 - castles
18 - Beth Moore bible studies
19 - crafts
20 - starbucks!!!!!
21 - bathtime
22 - health 
23 - antiques
24 - history (I'm fascinated by it)
25 - laughter
26 - movies and popcorn
27 - baked apple doughnuts
28 - blankets
29 - fireplaces
30 - volleyball
31 - my niece and nephews (love them so much!)
32 - love (I've never been without it and I feel so blessed and grateful)

Cheers to year 32 - whoot!!!